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Life

After a two-decade hiatus from producing her own albums, Laird Jackson returns with her captivating Life, where she asserts that whenever you sing, you’re giving voice to your soul. She affirms in her sublime, percussive title tune: “You cannot hold me/I am like the tide/I come/I go/On my own timeline.” 

On Life, Jackson doesn’t swing or groove into a twelve-bar blues. Instead she sings and reads her poetry in spoken-word pockets. Her music may not be typical jazz, but it blooms with improvisation. She’s excited to be in tune with exploring the wide open spaces.

An original to the core, Jackson dives deep into dramatic mystery, quiet romance, elemental wonder, profound sadness, ruminative ecstasy, improvisational beauty and the dreamy tug between longing within and pushing outward away from all boundaries to find freedom. 

Jackson reveals herself to be unique in her ability to write compelling, metaphor-rich poetry and marry it to sumptuous melodies. 

Credits.   Personnel.   Liner Notes.   Lyrics.   Music

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CREDITS: 

Produced by Jeff Haynes

Executive Producer Laird Jackson

Recording and initial editing & mixing by Jeff Haynes

Assisted by Jethro Banks

Orchestrations by Jeff Haynes

Additional recording and editing by Corin Nelsen

Mixed and Mastered by Corin Nelsen at SynchroSonic Productions

Photographs by Vital Agibalow for Hensel (except as noted)

Graphic Design by Corin and Jennifer Nelsen

PERSONNEL:

"I would like to thank the Universe for bringing so many incredible people into my Life! Thank you to Jeff Haynes for his vision, his belief in me, the wonderful juob producing and his meticulous orchestrations, Thank you to Corin Nelsen for all the has done to add the stardust to this music. Thank you to the amazing Dan Ouellette for his beautiful words. Lastly, to all of the old friends and new friends who never stopped supporting me, an overwhelming and heartfelt Thank You!"    ~Laird

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Laird Jackson- lead vocals (all tracks)​

Jeff Haynes- percussion (1-7, 9, 11, 13-15), bass (5), vocal (5,7)

John Smith- guitar (2-4, 13-15), banjo (2)

Marvin Sewell- guitar (6,7,12,13)

Brandon Ross- guitar (2,4,14)

Gregoire Maret- harmonicas (9,11,140

Charlie Burnham- violin (5,12,15)

Premik Russell Tubbs- EWI, Sax (2,3,15)

Michael Manring- bass (2,4,15)

Eugene Friesen- cello (8,12)

Jennifer DeFrayne- piano (14,15)

Sean Harkness- guitar (12), bass (11)

Candace Coates- harp (2,7)

Jethro Banks- bass (5), synth flute (7)

Jeff Oster- flugel horn (2,4)

C Lanzbom- guitar (14)

Doug Weiss- bass (14)

Jim Hickey- synth guitar (11)

Miraj- vocals, birds (1)

Mary Poppins- spoons (1)

Laird Jackson's album LIFE- List of contributing musicians
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LINER NOTES:

Laird Jackson—Life

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An original to the core, vocalist/composer Laird Jackson asserts that whenever you sing, you’re giving voice to your soul. She spreads her emotional soundscape wide. She dives deep into dramatic mystery, quiet romance, elemental wonder, profound sadness, ruminative ecstasy, improvisational beauty and the dreamy tug between longing within and pushing outward away from all boundaries to find freedom.

 

On Life, her captivating third album and first since 2002’s Touched, Laird affirms in her sublime, percussive title tune: “You cannot hold me/I am like the tide/I come/I go/On my own timeline.” She returns to the theme on the acapella meditation “The Wind” where she majestically soars with the words: “My spirit is free/Timeless time/My heart is open/I know no borders.” “I am referring to the brevity and uncertainty of life,” she says. ”I was inspired during the pandemic when a friend from St. Vincent told me what

his grandfather had told him on the beach as a young child. Life is like the water. It travels on its own timeline and cannot be stored for later or placed in a basket. Life must be lived in the present for it is all we have.”

 

Laird doesn’t apologize about her hiatus. “Life happened,” says the Cleveland-born, Detroit-bred, New York based artist. “I didn’t stop living. I traveled, I wrote, I recorded on other people’s projects. I stepped back from the business side to deal with the unexpected twists and turns that happened, the things that you literally could not have written. I have definitely lived through some trying times, but I am certainly not unique in this regard. The idea behind my simple song Rainbows is that beyond clouds there is sometimes a rainbow. This realization takes some time to recognize.”

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Laird says she is reaching to whoever the music speaks to. “I’ve lived through trying times that takes years to get through because the only way through is through,” she says. “I’ve recovered, feeling strong and ready to record again. It’s like my song ‘Rainbows’ and the idea that behind some clouds, there is in fact a rainbow. The realization takes some time to recognize.”

 

Laird says she is reaching to whomever this music speaks to. “I want to touch people,” she says. “We all cry and feel sorrow and joy. We all mourn loss. There are some of us who can write about it and sing about it and I am one of those. I have no problem expressing my emotional core and the nuances within. Life can be treacherous for people like us.”

 

Laird reveals herself to be unique in her ability to write compelling, metaphor-rich poetry and marry it to sumptuous melodies. One scribe has called her voice almost too hip for the room. In fact, she owns the room as is evidenced in Life’s 15 songs—10 of which are transcendent originals. She also puts her sure signature on five moving covers including tunes by Bill Withers, Phil Moore, Ned Washington and Jerry Merrick. Plus there’s a delicious take on the public domain classic ”In the Pines,” delivered as a striking duo with stellar guitarist Marvin Sewell.

 

Life is produced by renowned Beacon, NY-based percussionist/drummer Jeff Haynes who knows Laird’s sensibility well, having played and worked on the final mixes of Touched. He brought aboard many of his colleagues from his Brooklyn days to color, spice, texture, tweak the songs. While the sessions weren’t planned to be expansive, the personnel list swelled to 20 players, including guitarists Marvin, Brandon Ross and John Smith, violinist Charlie Burnham, cellist Eugene Friessen and harmonica ace Gregoire Maret.

 

“Laird is a serious jazz vocalist,” says Jeff, who recently has not only been on the road with pop star Brandi Carlile but also produced the celebrated two-volume audio narrative Pete Seeger: The Storm King. “This album is very eclectic and adventurous. When she approached me to produce this, I challenged her to not take a traditional jazz road. And she stepped up without fear. And when we got together, the music came naturally. Most of the time we just turned the mikes on and played. And the music went through an organic evolution. It’s a spiritual thing when all these pieces come together like a movie soundtrack.”

 

On Life, Laird doesn’t swing or groove into a twelve-bar blues. Instead she sings and reads her poetry in spoken-word pockets. Her music may not be typical jazz, but it blooms with improvisation. She’s excited to be in tune with exploring the wide open spaces.

 

As a teenager, Laird found solace in music. One night she slipped into a jazz club in Detroit and heard a woman singing with a trio. “I was mesmerized by her as she sang ‘Angel Eyes,’ and I thought that’s what I want to do,” Laird says. “Then I started to listen to the two jazz stations in Detroit WJZZ and WDET. I listened voraciously. That started to send me wandering. Music saved my life.”

 

Attending Western Michigan University with the idea of a career in social work, Laird began to sing with small local bands and got hooked. She took classes in jazz and classical music history and learned music by taking very basic piano and flute classes. “My jazz history professor taught the history as it should be taught,” Laird says. “He brought in the earliest recordings of field hollers and took it from there. He talked about slavery. The progression of the music and the incredible blending of cultures due to terrible circumstances. This is very important. Also, the importance of listening to all good music from everywhere. While the idea of good music is subjective, I have good taste. My listening is varied and global. I definitely wander the globe musically. Music feeds me.”

 

That artistic certitude and freedom arrives beginning from her debut album (1994’s Quiet Flame on Venus) through to its emergence with so much gravitas on Life. The album opens with the beauty, “I Believe,” an infectious melody built on Jeff’s bata rhythm. In the mix, an uplifting gospel-like by Miraj that brings a buoyancy to Laird expressing the relevance of beauty in embracing “the golden light” after enduring and the dark night and “screaming into the cosmos.” Laird says, “This is a song about strength and getting through times that are rocky, emerging with hope and love in our hearts.”

 

It’s a poignant thematic key to the rest of the collection that veers away from resentment to wonderful variegation (the childlike, tear-stained take on “Rainbows” that features Eugene Friesen’s perfect cello accompaniment) and ruminations an a cappella rendition on freedom in the deeply emotive, meditative “The Wind” (“I am free of chains/I am free of expectations”). The album captures the image rich “Dusk” at the lighthouse with moving spoken word, the hopeful “Destiny” again with a spoken-word delivery accompanied by a sonic wonderland of effects and Charles Burnham’s magical violin, and with her glowing-embers voice, the dancing, free- spirited “Rounding the Sun,” sparked by Gregoire Maret on simpatico bass harmonica.

 

Beginning with Jeff’s kalimba beat, the achingly longing “Suhaili“ has gentle dreams of “the sweet shadows in the lamplight.” It sustains Laird with the word’s meaning (trusted companion, special friend) that she experiences in her refuge jaunts to La Sagesse Hotel in the West Indies island of Grenada. She learned about the renowned sailor Sir Robin Knox Johnson who was preparing with his crew to sail on his new boat to England. “I’m not a sailor, but I was in massive awe with these kind and huge-hearted people,“ she says.

 

A mourning story Laird wrote long ago, “World of Dreams,” features Marvin Sewell who created the lick that drives the song. It’s a tune about great loss. “Marvin took to the sadness and developed the music,” says Laird. “He’s the co-writer. Without Marvin, there’s no song.”

The most riveting and mystical track “The River,” also features Marvin. Laird chose to base the song on the Nile River, one of the most important historical rivers in Africa. Its headwater, Lake Victoria in Uganda, had a power-source hydroelectric dam. “I have close friends who lost family during the Idi Amin regime,” Laird says. “I have since met other Ugandans who also lost family, and I began to research further and learned that sometimes the dam had become clogged by slain bodies from dictator’s reign of terror.” During his rule from 1971-1979, it’s estimated that a half of million people were killed and some were dumped into the lake that caused the dam’s outages. “After learning this story, I decided to make this song about the Nile and to dedicate it to the memory of those who perished under the wretched regime.”

 

While Laird’s compositional prowess prevails on Life, she also covers five songs, including the Bill Withers tune of longing, ”Smile for Me.” Laird has an affinity to Bill, whose “I Want to Spend the Night” appears on Touched. Laird also champions Phil Moore’s love song gone bad “Tender as a Rose,” with a firm stepping rhythm and Marvin’s hard, sweet slide. She lovingly sings the Ned Washington/Dimitri Tiomkin tune “Wild Is the Wind,” and in an excerpted version, she channels Richie Havens’ take on Jerry Merrick’s poetic, contemplative “Follow.”

 

The most powerful, show-stopping cover comes with “In the Pines.” It has been performed by a slew of singers over the years, but this deeply soulful rendition stands above as Laird duets with Marvin. (The barking dogs, clucking chickens and crickets in the soundscape are the real deal, Laird says, recorded by Jeff.)

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The entirety of Life grows into a community blessed by a special kinship. As I noted in my liner notes for Touched, I quoted Laird in 2002: “Jazz is about freedom and self-expression and experimentation. We all learn from and emulate the masters, but we need to find our own reality and create from that with all the risk that entails. I wish there was more of that happening now. The old songs have been recorded so many times, it sounds like plagiarism. It’s not very creative to learn songs from a record and just sing them back. That’s not art.”

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Indeed, with Life, Laird’s music is most certainly art in its finest.

 

Dan Ouellette, contributing writer for DownBeat, Qwest.tv and author of

the book, The Landfill Chronicles: Unearthing Legends of. Modern

Music, published by Cymbal Press via Amazon

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1.  I Believe (continued)
 

And I believe.

I believe in beauty.

I will move towards the golden

Light which will lift me

And hold me

Keep me from drowning

The stars are my chorus

Keep on moving

Will not fold up cause I

Believe


 

2. Suhaili.   (Jackson/Haynes)

In the dark corners

The music keeps playing

My dreams keep on dreaming

Softness of evening

The moon captivating

Soft shoulders are waiting

For lips tasting

Of mangoes

My dreams sustain me

My dreams keep on dreaming

The music keeps on

The lilting song

I keep on

My dreams sustain me

As I dream of the dark corners 

The sweet shadows in the lamplight

 

And I keep walking

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3. Dusk (Jackson/Haynes/Tubbs)

 

(At dusk I always go to the river)

Share a dream

(I go to breathe in the sound of reeds)

A sunset glow

(And birds in the nearly still)

We'll build a house where trade winds blow

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Lyrics

All words by Laird Jackson (exc. 4,6,13-15).

All songs by Laird Jackson (exc. 4,6,13-15) with Jeff Haynes (1-3,5,7,9,11); with Marvin Sewell (7,12); with Charlie Burnham (5); with Premik Russell Tubbs (3); with Gregoire Maret (9). 

Publishing: LairdSongs (ASCAP)

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1.  I Believe  (Jackson/Haynes)

I believe.

I will not lay down

I will not fold up

I will keep on walking

I will keep on moving

Though the ground is cold

My spirit will not be frozen

The earth can’t shake me off

I will keep on walking

I have seen the dark night

I have screamed into the cosmos​​​

3. Dusk (continued)

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(Stillness

I go to drink the mauve sky)

Across the sea so blue

(The last drop of orange sun

When at last the darkness comes 

I scent my hair with sandalwood)

My dearest friend

(I wrap myself in star dusted silk)

I love you 

And can't pretend  

(I present an offering)

Let me know your heart

(Queen)

I've traveled far you see

You are a light 

(Are you?)

I dreamt there'd be 

We know of storms

We know all too well

Let this be a haven where our souls may

Free as the song of the wind are we

Together happily 

A place where love

(I go to the lighthouse)

Was not afraid to be

(A windy windy windy place)

A place of peace and harmony

(Beneath the bridge in the light and the space)

A place where love was not afraid to be

(I cannot understand how my life has turned) 

A place of peace and harmony 

(I can hardly speak on these summer days

So I sit and pray) 

Let this be a haven

(By the boiling sea)

Where our souls may dwell

(Beneath the bridge

At the windy place)

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Share a dream

(At the lighthouse

In the light and space)

A Sunset glow 

Like birds we’ll fly

We’ll build a house where trade winds blow

Across the sea we’ll fly 

Into the morning dew 

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4. Make a Smile for Me (Bill Withers)

 

Make a smile for me

Lately I've been so lonely

And a smile from you

Might make these blues go away

 

Stay awhile with me

Can't you tell I've been lonely

And a smile from you

Might make it a nicer day

 

Close your eyes and dream of a sunny place

Watch the world light up when you smile

Stay with me and smile at me, sunny face

Chase the clouds away with your smile

 

Close your eyes and dream of a sunny place

Watch the world light up when you smile

Stay with me and smile at me, sunny face

Chase the clouds away with your smile

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5. Destiny (Jackson/Haynes/Burnham)

 

It is not possible to choose the time

We pass through each other

Never seeing

Together each day

On morning trains

Or in cafes

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5. Destiny (continued)

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Until we meet

Never having known

That there might be a we

Sharing stories

Removing exteriors

We pass through each other

Becoming richer

It is not possible to choose the time.

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Out of shadows

Comes a warming hand

And we take hold

For, maybe the ground is shaking

Maybe a heart is breaking

And we pass through each other

And step on thorns along the way

Removing exteriors Becoming richer

It is not possible to choose the time

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6. In the Pines (public domain)

 

My man, my man, don't lie to me

Tell me where did you sleep last night?

In the pines, in the pines, where the sun never shines

And I shivered the whole night through

 

My man, my man, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold winds blow

In the pines, in the pines, where the sun never shines

And I'll shiver the whole night through

 

Your daddy was a hard working man

Just about a mile from here

His head was found in a driving wheel

And his body ain't never been found

 

My man, my man, don't lie to me

Where did you sleep last night?

In the pines, in the pines, where the sun never shines

And I shivered the whole night through

 

My man, my man, how could you treat me so?

And leave me all alone?

I'm going where the cold winds blow

I'm going where the cold winds blow

 

In the pines, in the pines, where the sun never shines

And I'll shiver the whole night through

I'll shiver the whole night through

I'll shiver the whole night through

7. The River  (Jackson/Haynes/Sewell)

 

River mighty river

Flowing to the ocean

River wide blue river

Running to the seven seas

 

Oceans filled with wonder

Ancient stories put to rhyme

River wide blue river

Dancing to the sands of time

River flows

Never falters

Towards the sea the way of water

Winds it’s way

Along ancient shores

Where the spirits danced

sometime before

 

Many Stories told

Of humankind

Of the tragic and sublime

Living within these banks of sand

Mighty river in a tear stained land

 

 

8. Rainbows (Jackson)

 

We will

We won’t

We should We dont

We were

We was

We can’t

Because

 

Tears kept falling

They would not stop

How would I know

Within each drop

There was a blue and green

And yellow and pink

Behind each cloud lies a rainbow

I think.

 

I wanted

I dreamed

I schemed

I lied

I learned

I prayed

I left

I tried

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9. Rounding the Sun (Jackson/Haynes/Maret)

 

In this life we lead we are searching for the answer

And it seems to be

9. Rounding the Sun (continued)


That simplicity and love

Are the keys

Keeping our spirits free

Keeping our eyes upon the horizon

As we keep on

Towards the Sun

 

We are dancing

Dancing towards the sun

Keep on rising

Til the day is done

In music we feel the magic

Lift our troubles away

Open your hearts to the calling

Never let your dreams fade

Keep on

Towards the sun


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10. The Wind  (Jackson)

 

I am a cloud

Cirrus, cumulus, thunder..

I am the wind...

I am an eagle or a sparrow or a nightingale

I am the full moon

I am the purple sky

When day is done

I am the waking of dawn

I am the first flower of spring

The first dust of snow

My spirit is free

Timeless time

My heart is open

I know no borders

I am free from burdens

I lay them down

I am free of chains

I am free of expectations

I breathe in

I breathe out

I am the wind

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11. Life (Jackson/Haynes)

 

You cannot hold me

I am like the tide

I come

I go

On my own timeline

As much as you would like

You cannot place me in your basket

And expect me to stay

As if I were eggs or fruits or fish

I will not stay

Your basket will not contain me

I travel on my own timeline

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11. Life (continued)


Rejoice in the moments so fleeting

You cannot hold me in your basket

I am like the water and will not be contained

I am LIFE

I am LIFE

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12. A World of Dreams  (Jackson/Sewell)

 

A world of dreams

Revolves no more

Familiar arms 

I‘m crying for

The nights are long

And moons pass on

The wind it hums

A mournful song

 

Remember a time of monarchs flight

Misted moon and frosted night

Memory folds into slighted stars

The long departed love. Ours

 

September now

The timeless time

I hear your steps

We walk in rhyme

Morning wakes

To sparrows song

I reach for you

But you are gone

 

Remember a time along the sea

When we were children

You and me

Like birds we flew around the sun

A time of peace

My darling one

 

I will always love you my darling


 

13. Tender as a Rose (Phil Moore)

 

She was as tender as a rose

She was as soft as snowy down

And from her head down to her toes

She was a dream that hung around

 

She was fresh as April

Warm as May

And all the fellows threw their hearts her way

But all of her loving was Joe’s

She was as tender as a rose

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13. Tender as a Rose (continued)


I guess that Joe was pretty sick

His feelings went from cold to hot

Her love for him was just a kick

His ego needed her a lot

 

And when he took her away

She wore a smile

Fate crossed its fingers for that lovely child

For all of her loving was Joe’s

She was as tender as a rose

 

She came back walking all alone

She came back with a heart of stone

We knew that everything gone wrong

 

And when you ask her

While she’s out all night

She’ll say brother once I tried to do right

But all of my loving was Joe’s

I was as tender as a rose

I was as tender as a rose


 

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14. Wild is the Wind

(Ned Washington and Dimitri Tiomkine)

 

Love me love say you do

Let me fly away with you

Let the wind pour through my soul

So wild is the wind

 

Give me more than one caress

Satisfy this hungriness

Let the wind pour through my soul

So wild is the wind

You touch me

I hear the sound of violins

You touch me

And my life begins

You're Spring to me

All things to me

You're life itself

 

Like a leaf clings to a tree

Oh my darling

Cling to me

For we're creatures of the wind

So wild is the wind​​

15. Follow (Jerry Merrick)

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Let the river rock you like a cradle
Climb to the treetops, child, if you’re able
Let your hands tie a knot across the table.
Come and touch the things you cannot feel.
And close your fingertips and fly where I can’t hold you
Let the sun-rain fall and let the dewy clouds enfold you
And maybe you can sing to me the words I just told you,
If all the things you feel ain’t what they seem.
And don’t mind me 'cos I ain't nothin' but a dream.

The mocking bird sings each different song
Each song has wings - they won’t stay long.
Do those who hear think he's doing wrong?
While the church bell tolls its one-note song
And the school bell is tinkling to the throng.
Come here where your ears cannot hear.
And close your eyes, child, and listen to what I’ll tell you
Follow in the darkest night the sounds that may impel you
And the song that I am singing may disturb or serve to quell you
If all the sounds you hear ain’t what they seem,
Then don’t mind me ‘cause I ain’t nothin’ but a dream .
Follow your dreams…

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