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Touched

Laird's sophomore album garnered significant interest from many reviewers and Jazz fans. Blending covers of 30's and 40's jazz standards with her own compositions, Jackson drew attention to herself with her first record and hit the European jazz scene for a short period while promoting it. After that, she took the next eight years to put together another album, continuing to play live while taking care of personal projects at home. Ready to record again in the spring of 2002, the singer put together Touched out of several self-penned tracks as well as covers of Stevie Wonder, Joni Mitchell, and many others. 

Laird Jackson's album Touched- Back Cover

CREDITS: 

Produced by James Browne (trks 1,2,4,5,8,11) & Aaron Graves (2,3,6,10)

Executive Producer Laird Jackson

Recorded at Systems Two, Brooklyn, NY

Engineered by Joseph and Michael Marciano

Assisted by Nancy Marciano

Final Mixes by Jeff Haynes

Special Thanks to the Systems Two crew for your support, hospitality, and oh yes, the jelly beans!

PERSONNEL:

"So much has happened since the release of my first record. Many good things have come my way in the form of good health, good friends, and a greater sense of groundedness. I would like ot thank all of the musicians, and non-musicians collectively for you love and support. 

I would like also to offer condolences to those touched by the events of September 11th, 2001. May we all, in honor of those lost, strive to be better, to live and love in a deeper way, and to be conscious of our blessings and awed by the miracle and precioiusness of life."    ~Laird

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Laird Jackson- lead vocals (all tracks)​

Aaron Graves -  Piano, Keyboards (3,6,10)

John Benitez - 6-string Electric Bass (3,6,10)

Damon Duewhite - Trap Drums (3,6,10)

Marvin Sewell - Electric and Acoustic Guitar (1,3-8,10)

Bruce Barth - Piano (1,2,5,8,11)

Nat Reeves - Acoustic Bass (1,2,4,5,8,11)

Clarence Penn - Drums (1,2,4,5,8,11)

Steve Wilson -  Soprano Sax and Alto Flute (1,2,5)

Scott Wendholt - Trumpet (2)

Gary Smulyan - Baritone Sax (2)

Daniel Moreno - Percussion (1,4,5,8)

Brian Carrott - Marimba (4)

Jeffrey Haynes* - Percussion (1,3-8,10)

Cecil Bridgewater - Flugelhorn (10)

Joe Ford - Alto Sax (3,6)

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*Jeff Haynes plays Paiste cymbals and Remo percussion

Laird Jackson's album Touched- Credits page

LINER NOTES:

Laird Jackson—Touched

Where have you been, Laird Jackson?

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It's a reasonable question, given that it's been eight years since her recording premiiere, the 1993 Big Apple Voices all-star date with several other New york-based vocalists and the Cyrus Chestnut Trio, and seven years since her highly regarded 1994 debut solo album, Quiet Flame, also featuring Chestnut on piano. 

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Why so long a hiatus before recording the followup, her must-hear Touched? "Actually, a lot has happened," Jackson replies.  "There's been a maturation, a deepening of self-awareness. I've become more interested in writing my own songs, and..." she paused to underscore what comes next-" I want to record tunes that I really liked." As if this doesn't register, she repeats the sentiment: " I mean, really like."

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That statement alone is testament to Jackson's artistic commitment, The proof is in Touched's music- an alluring mix of remarkable originals and uncommon covers brought to life by her honey-and-smoke , glowing-embers voice. You see, it becomes obvious on first spin that Laird does not sing to entertain. Now, that's certainly a by-production of her creative sensibility. But she sings because she has something to say, to feel to express. There's mystery in her music: soul-baring sadness, quiet romance wistful beauty. 

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And there's ardor in her repertoire decisions: finsing new song journeys in lieu of treading well-worn paths. So, on Touched, don't look for Gershwin or Jobim, Porter or Ellington. Instead you get Joni Mitchell (a lush, dark and melancholy take on "Tin Angel"), Stevie Wonder (a reflective rendering of "Visions"), Bill Withers (a buoyant and romantic jaunt through "I Want to Spend the Night") and Donovan (a stunning, deeply personal interpreation of "Catch the Wind" that closes the album with a sigh)- all rendered with the jazz essence of creating somethign new and meaningful by fully embracing a song as one's own. 

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"Jazz is about freedom and self-expression and experimentation," says Jackson. "We all learn from and emulate the masters, but we need to find our won reality and create from that with all the risk that entails. I wish there was more of that happening now. The old songs have been recorded so many times it sounds like plagiarism. It's not very creative to learn songs from a record and just sing them back. That's not art."

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Laird stresses that it's important for her to draw on personal experience when choosing material written by other songwriters. "It's 2001 and we've had different encounters with music than the great jazz singers of the '30s, '40s and '50s. They went to the pop songs of their day for inspiration. Why shouldn't we? Look at Cassandra Wilson. She did the Monkees and Robert Johnson and Van Morrison, and it's great. There's an amazing body of music in the world, some yet to be written. What's important for me is that I need to be truly moved by a song, to identify with it personally as if I'd lived it." 

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There is an exception to Laird collecting so-called new standards. On Touched, she covers the obscure gem "lonely House- a collaboration of poet Langston Hughes and melodist Kurt Weill originally written for a Broadway show called Street Scenes and recorded by Abby Lincoln on one of her earlier albums, Abbey is Blue, Jackson says it's the closest she comes to singing a classic.  "It's not a standard but it should be," she notes. "It's rarely performed." "Lonely House" is a striking piece - a haunting ballad with eerie instrumental textures (pianist Bruce Barth damping the strings, alto flutist Steve Wilson fluttering on the pads). "It speaks of the intense loneliness that can exist in a huge, bustling metropolis like New York City," remarks Laird, who draws the listener into the nighttime desolation with her sensuous, note-lingering delivery.

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Speaking of Lincoln, Jackson follows in the footsteps of the pre-eminent songwriter of the jazz vocal world by penning half the songs on Touched. Wile singers have been crafting their own compositions with increasing frequency, Jackson exhibits the strongest material on disc in recent years from a member of the younger class. The title track of the CD is a ruminative gem "Touched".  It's a duo with guitarist Marvin Sewell that Laird counts as one of her favorites on the album. "It's very personal. It's a bittersweet reflection. It's a simple song melodically, but Marvin used a special tuning that adds such depth."

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Jackson also offers the soulful, yearning "You Are Near" with a slight funky feel and superb muted trumpet support from Cecil Bridgewater; the a cappella prayer "Yet Still" that serves as a sublime pause in the proceedings; and the sultry, hopeful "Towards the Sun," which begins quietly then opens into a cooking groove with a great scat over the percolating percussion at the end. The Latin-tinged "Consuela Mi (Console me)" is another beauty. "It reminds me of one of those old-fashioned cCuban romantic songs." Lairds says. "The melody came to me on a rainy New York autumn day. I was walking along Broadway and the tempo and the style forced itself on me"

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One of the most upbeat, swinging tunes of the pack is Jackson's "Take a Walk with Me," a skipping , sunny number that recommends "saying bye-bye to gloomy."  "It may be the album's most sunshiny tune, but the subject matter is probably the darkest," Laird explains. "It's written for a friend who was facing a serious drug addiction. I 'm always being healed by nature. So I was hoping the same could be true for him by going out for a walk to see God's beauty."

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Touched was recorded in two sessions with two producers (James Browne and Aaron Graves) and features stellar contributions from several noteworthies, including baritone saxophonist Gary Smulyan, alto saxophonist Joe Ford, trumpeter Scott Wendholt, Steve Wilson on alto and soprano saxes as well as flute , bassists Jon Benitez and Nat Reeves, drummers Damon Duewhite and Clarence Penn, and percussionists Daniel Moreno and Jeff Haynes. The arrangements are either by Aaron Graves or Bruce Barth. 

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But the revelation is Laird Jackson, who, though relatively unknown, patiently took her time to make an album that she would be proud of, one that was simultaneously meaningful and creative, "Sure, it's a drag that I don't have major label support behind me, but it's cool." she says. " I have total control. A lot of singers give that up in exchange for compromising their music. I couldn't do that."

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As Laird sings in "Towards the Sun," "Never let your dreams fade." She didn't. Hers are shown in full technicolor on Touched. Here's hoping that Jackson's next outing will germinate quicker because she is one of a handful of young vocalists who promise to make a big jazz difference.

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                   By Dan Ouellette, contributing writer for Down Beat, Stereophile and the San Francisco Chronicle

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2. Take a Little Walk (Jackson)

 

Won’t you take a walk with me

Over to the bright side 

There will be flowers and breezes 

And birds to sing inside our minds

If you take a walk with me 

And say bye-bye to gloomy.

And the blues that we see as the sky 

Such a lovely canopy.

 

Well for the longest time 

I tried so hard to find you.

Yes I know it’s been hard 

Didn’t know where to turn

But now it's time to learn to fly

Sweetest good friend 

There are no easy answers 

But life is better you’ll find

If you take your hand in mine 

And walk in sunshine.

 

Take a little walk with me

Life is better you’ll find 

When you run by the sea

Take a little walk with me 

And say bye-bye to gloomy.

And the blues that we feel will be the sky

Such a lovely canopy 

For the longest time 

Tried so hard to find you  

And I know it’s been hard 

Didn’t know where to turn

But now it's time to learn to fly

You are my friend and I know

There are no easy answers 

But life is better you’ll find

If you take a little walk by the sea 

Where the wind and the shore

Will free your mind ever more

Come on and take a little walk

In the park on west end avenue

Gonna make you feel all brand new

Take my hand and walk in the sunshine

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1. Visions (Stevie Wonder)

 

People hand in hand

Have I lived to see the milk and honey land?

Where hate's a dream and love forever stands

Or is this a vision in my mind?

 

The law was never passed

But somehow all men feel they are truly free at last

Have we really gone this far through space and time

Or is this a vision in my mind?

 

I'm not one who make believes

I know that leaves are green

They only turn to brown when autumn comes around

I know just what I say

Today's not yesterday

And all things have an ending

 

But what I'd like to know

Is could a place like this exist so beautiful

Or do we have to find our wings and fly away

To the vision in our mind?

 

I'm not one who make believes

I know that leaves are green

They only change to brown when autumn comes around

I know just what I say

Today's not yesterday

And all things have an ending

 

But what I'd like to know

Is could a place like this exist so beautiful

Or do we have to take our wings and fly away

To the visions in our minds?

3. Towards the Sun (Jackson)

 

In this life we lead

We are searching for the answer

And it seems to be

That simplicity and love are the key

Keeping our spirits free

Keeping our eyes upon the horizon

As we keep on towards the sun

Towards the Sun, towards the Sun

 

We are dancing, dancing towards the sun

Keep on movin’ til the day is done

In music we feel your magic 

Lift our trouble away

Open your heart to it’s calling

Never let your dreams fade

Keep on towards the sun

Never let them fade away.

 

Rare birds soaring upwards in flight

Rising rising towards the golden light 

In nature we feel your magic

Lift our trouble away 

Open your heart to its calling 

Never let your dreams fade 

Keep on towards the sun 

Never let them fade away 

 

Life is just for living 

A short time until we pass

So leave a little warmth now

Something beautiful to last

Good people we feel your magic

Lift our troubles away

Open your heart to its calling

Never let your dreams fade

Keep on never let them fade

Keep on towards the sun

 

Life is for living

Love is for giving

Hearts are for sharing

Joyful or breaking

We must keep on keep on 

Keeping on Towards the sun

Keep on keeping on 

Life is for living

Love is for giving

Hearts are for sharing

Joyful or breaking

Keep on Keep on towards the sun

Keep on never let your dreams fade

Keep on towards the sun


 

4. I Want to Spend the Night (Bill Withers)

 

I want to spend the night with you forever

Every time we wind up spending the night together

Do you ever feel it

I want to share my life with you forever

Every time we wind up sharing a night together

Do you ever feel it

 

When I stay away from you I never get to sleep

I try to hug my pillow and pretend that you're with me

But I can't feel a thing

When we are together it's right there for me to see

I can't keep looking at loneliness and try to call it freedom

Do you ever feel it

 

I want to spend the night with you, girl, forever

Every time we wind up spending the night together

Do you ever feel it

Do you ever want to spend the night

Do you ever want to spend the night

Do you ever want to spend the night

Do you ever want to spend the night

Do you ever want to spend the night

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5. Tin Angel (Joni Mitchell)

 

Varnished weeds in window jars

Tarnished beads on tapestries

Kept in satin boxes are

Reflections of love's memories

 

Letters from across the seas

Roses dipped in sealing wax

Valentines and maple leaves

Tucked into a paperback

 

Guess I'll throw them all away

I found someone to love today

 

Dark with darker moods is he

Not a golden Prince who's come

Through columbines and wizardry

To talk of castles in the sun

 

Still I'll take a chance and see

I found someone to love today

 

There's a sorrow in his eyes

Like the angel made of tin

What will happen if I try

To place another heart in him

 

In a Bleecker Street cafe

I found someone to love today

I found someone to love today

 

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6. Consuela Mi (Jackson)

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Console me my love 

My heart is burning with a sadness  

I bare my soul and you vanish 

And when you're near It’s in your arms 

I long to linger

Let me go Console me

Console me my love 

If you don't want me then please 

leave me

 I’ll learn to live without the magic of your song 

And I will keep the memory of this dance so lovely 

Let me go Consuela Mi

 

Tha twilight longs in sad lament to find a kiss

Remembering when you held me near

I've looked into your heart  

We've shared each others souls 

so although you go the stars speak of beauty to me 

So ceaselessly for I am lost 

console me my love

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The twilight longs in sad lament to find a kiss

Remembering when you held me near

I've looked into your heart  

We've shared each others souls 

So although you go the stars speak of beauty to me 

So ceaselessly console me for I am lost 

console me my love

​Only the moon and the sea and the stars

Speak your beauty to me

I am lost and lonely my love

Consuela mi. Que lindo mi amor

Mi corazon  

I live for you I long for you

Que lindo mi amor

Consuela mi Console me

Consuela mi

I live by you I live by you 

Que lindo mi amor

Console me my love

 

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7. Touched  (Jackson)

 

Touched In my mind

Seems that I find

Can't forget you at all

In my dreams I recall

 

How you touched the many mornings

And our hearts opened wide

Touched my very being

My very life

Touched on the inside

 

You are touched in your mind

By a light that's so bright

That you can't see my loving eyes

Caressing you in the night

 

Above the still waters

A crescent that looms

Watching over your body

So I will live in the moon

 

Free now to up and wander

A promise torn asunder

Can't forget you at all

In my dreams I still recall

 

How you touched the many mornings

And our hearts opened wide

Touched my very being

My very life

Touched on the inside.

Touched

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8. Lonely House (Weill / Hughes)

 

At night when everything is quiet

The old house seems to breathe a sigh.

 

Sometimes I hear a neighbor snoring

Sometimes I hear a baby cry

Sometimes I hear a staircase creaking

Sometimes a distant telephone

Then the quiet settles down again.

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The house and I are all alone

Lonely house, lonely me!

Funny, with so many neighbors,

How lonely it can be!

Oh lonely street! Lonely town!

Funny, you can be so lonely 

With all those folks around.

 

I guess there must be something

I don’t comprehend,

Sparrows have companions, 

Even stray dogs find a friend.

 

The night for me is not romantic. 

Unhook the stars and take them down, 

I’m lonely in this lonely house,

In this lonely town. 

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9. Yet Still (Jackson)

 

Yet Still I am warmed by the rain

That breaks the calm of the night with its sweet symphony

Yet still I am warmed by distant seas

That lull my heart towards that place of peaceful

And I do smile beneath the tears

 

Oh let me not forget the gift 

Even when I'm down

Lord let me remember love 

And the good things that I've found

Let me not take it for naught

Though I feel I might break in two

Lord let me remember love

And life and music and you

 

Let me not forget the gift 

Even when I'm down 

Lord let me reflect some love

And the good things that I've found

Let me not take it for naught

When I feel I might break in two

Let me remember life and love and music and you

Yet Still

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10. You Are Near (Jackson)

 

Sometimes when it’s quiet

I pretend not to hear

The sound of aloneness

The draft of a tear

How to face the autumn nights

So full of promise and candlelight

Lovers yearn for each other 

And you are gone

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Street corner scenes

They get a little too crazy 

A little too loud

And my heart tries to sing 

Beneath the noise 

Too much noise

Even now you appear

Like a sudden cloudburst 

Your voice in the thunder

Your scent in the earth

Sometimes my heart reminds me

Those bittersweet memories

Like the wind off the river

They wrap themselves all around me

I feel your heart beating

Talking drum within my soul

Your music it keeps on playing

And just for a moment

Just for a moment

You are near, you are near

You are near

 

Like the sudden storm begins to howl 

A little bit crazy a little bit loud 

And it echoes my brain

Too much noise too much noise

Even now you appear

You are near and you are like the wind

Think I feel your heartbeat  

You are near

Don't you know that I love you 

I love you

Don't you know that still you are near 

You are near


 

11. Catch the Wind (Donovan Leitch)

 

In the chilly hours and minutes

Of uncertainty, I want to be

In the warm hold of your love and mine

 

To feel you all around me

And to take your hand along the sand

Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind

 

When sundown pales the sky

I want to hide a while behind your smile

And everywhere I'd look your eyes I'd find

 

For me to love you now

Would be the sweetest thing 'twould make me sing

Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind

 

Di di di di, di di di di

Di di di di, di di di di

Di di di

 

When rain has hung the leaves with tears

I want you near to kill my fears

To help me to leave all my blues behind

 

For standin' in your heart

Is where I want to be and long to be

Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind

 

Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind

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