Touched
Laird's sophomore album garnered significant interest from many reviewers and Jazz fans. Blending covers of 30's and 40's jazz standards with her own compositions, Jackson drew attention to herself with her first record and hit the European jazz scene for a short period while promoting it. After that, she took the next eight years to put together another album, continuing to play live while taking care of personal projects at home. Ready to record again in the spring of 2002, the singer put together Touched out of several self-penned tracks as well as covers of Stevie Wonder, Joni Mitchell, and many others.
CREDITS:
Produced by James Browne (trks 1,2,4,5,8,11) & Aaron Graves (2,3,6,10)
Executive Producer Laird Jackson
Recorded at Systems Two, Brooklyn, NY
Engineered by Joseph and Michael Marciano
Assisted by Nancy Marciano
Final Mixes by Jeff Haynes
Special Thanks to the Systems Two crew for your support, hospitality, and oh yes, the jelly beans!
PERSONNEL:
"So much has happened since the release of my first record. Many good things have come my way in the form of good health, good friends, and a greater sense of groundedness. I would like ot thank all of the musicians, and non-musicians collectively for you love and support.
I would like also to offer condolences to those touched by the events of September 11th, 2001. May we all, in honor of those lost, strive to be better, to live and love in a deeper way, and to be conscious of our blessings and awed by the miracle and precioiusness of life." ~Laird
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Laird Jackson- lead vocals (all tracks)​
Aaron Graves - Piano, Keyboards (3,6,10)
John Benitez - 6-string Electric Bass (3,6,10)
Damon Duewhite - Trap Drums (3,6,10)
Marvin Sewell - Electric and Acoustic Guitar (1,3-8,10)
Bruce Barth - Piano (1,2,5,8,11)
Nat Reeves - Acoustic Bass (1,2,4,5,8,11)
Clarence Penn - Drums (1,2,4,5,8,11)
Steve Wilson - Soprano Sax and Alto Flute (1,2,5)
Scott Wendholt - Trumpet (2)
Gary Smulyan - Baritone Sax (2)
Daniel Moreno - Percussion (1,4,5,8)
Brian Carrott - Marimba (4)
Jeffrey Haynes* - Percussion (1,3-8,10)
Cecil Bridgewater - Flugelhorn (10)
Joe Ford - Alto Sax (3,6)
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*Jeff Haynes plays Paiste cymbals and Remo percussion
LINER NOTES:
Laird Jackson—Touched
Where have you been, Laird Jackson?
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It's a reasonable question, given that it's been eight years since her recording premiiere, the 1993 Big Apple Voices all-star date with several other New york-based vocalists and the Cyrus Chestnut Trio, and seven years since her highly regarded 1994 debut solo album, Quiet Flame, also featuring Chestnut on piano.
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Why so long a hiatus before recording the followup, her must-hear Touched? "Actually, a lot has happened," Jackson replies. "There's been a maturation, a deepening of self-awareness. I've become more interested in writing my own songs, and..." she paused to underscore what comes next-" I want to record tunes that I really liked." As if this doesn't register, she repeats the sentiment: " I mean, really like."
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That statement alone is testament to Jackson's artistic commitment, The proof is in Touched's music- an alluring mix of remarkable originals and uncommon covers brought to life by her honey-and-smoke , glowing-embers voice. You see, it becomes obvious on first spin that Laird does not sing to entertain. Now, that's certainly a by-production of her creative sensibility. But she sings because she has something to say, to feel to express. There's mystery in her music: soul-baring sadness, quiet romance wistful beauty.
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And there's ardor in her repertoire decisions: finsing new song journeys in lieu of treading well-worn paths. So, on Touched, don't look for Gershwin or Jobim, Porter or Ellington. Instead you get Joni Mitchell (a lush, dark and melancholy take on "Tin Angel"), Stevie Wonder (a reflective rendering of "Visions"), Bill Withers (a buoyant and romantic jaunt through "I Want to Spend the Night") and Donovan (a stunning, deeply personal interpreation of "Catch the Wind" that closes the album with a sigh)- all rendered with the jazz essence of creating somethign new and meaningful by fully embracing a song as one's own.
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"Jazz is about freedom and self-expression and experimentation," says Jackson. "We all learn from and emulate the masters, but we need to find our won reality and create from that with all the risk that entails. I wish there was more of that happening now. The old songs have been recorded so many times it sounds like plagiarism. It's not very creative to learn songs from a record and just sing them back. That's not art."
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Laird stresses that it's important for her to draw on personal experience when choosing material written by other songwriters. "It's 2001 and we've had different encounters with music than the great jazz singers of the '30s, '40s and '50s. They went to the pop songs of their day for inspiration. Why shouldn't we? Look at Cassandra Wilson. She did the Monkees and Robert Johnson and Van Morrison, and it's great. There's an amazing body of music in the world, some yet to be written. What's important for me is that I need to be truly moved by a song, to identify with it personally as if I'd lived it."
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There is an exception to Laird collecting so-called new standards. On Touched, she covers the obscure gem "lonely House- a collaboration of poet Langston Hughes and melodist Kurt Weill originally written for a Broadway show called Street Scenes and recorded by Abby Lincoln on one of her earlier albums, Abbey is Blue, Jackson says it's the closest she comes to singing a classic. "It's not a standard but it should be," she notes. "It's rarely performed." "Lonely House" is a striking piece - a haunting ballad with eerie instrumental textures (pianist Bruce Barth damping the strings, alto flutist Steve Wilson fluttering on the pads). "It speaks of the intense loneliness that can exist in a huge, bustling metropolis like New York City," remarks Laird, who draws the listener into the nighttime desolation with her sensuous, note-lingering delivery.
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Speaking of Lincoln, Jackson follows in the footsteps of the pre-eminent songwriter of the jazz vocal world by penning half the songs on Touched. Wile singers have been crafting their own compositions with increasing frequency, Jackson exhibits the strongest material on disc in recent years from a member of the younger class. The title track of the CD is a ruminative gem "Touched". It's a duo with guitarist Marvin Sewell that Laird counts as one of her favorites on the album. "It's very personal. It's a bittersweet reflection. It's a simple song melodically, but Marvin used a special tuning that adds such depth."
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Jackson also offers the soulful, yearning "You Are Near" with a slight funky feel and superb muted trumpet support from Cecil Bridgewater; the a cappella prayer "Yet Still" that serves as a sublime pause in the proceedings; and the sultry, hopeful "Towards the Sun," which begins quietly then opens into a cooking groove with a great scat over the percolating percussion at the end. The Latin-tinged "Consuela Mi (Console me)" is another beauty. "It reminds me of one of those old-fashioned cCuban romantic songs." Lairds says. "The melody came to me on a rainy New York autumn day. I was walking along Broadway and the tempo and the style forced itself on me"
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One of the most upbeat, swinging tunes of the pack is Jackson's "Take a Walk with Me," a skipping , sunny number that recommends "saying bye-bye to gloomy." "It may be the album's most sunshiny tune, but the subject matter is probably the darkest," Laird explains. "It's written for a friend who was facing a serious drug addiction. I 'm always being healed by nature. So I was hoping the same could be true for him by going out for a walk to see God's beauty."
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Touched was recorded in two sessions with two producers (James Browne and Aaron Graves) and features stellar contributions from several noteworthies, including baritone saxophonist Gary Smulyan, alto saxophonist Joe Ford, trumpeter Scott Wendholt, Steve Wilson on alto and soprano saxes as well as flute , bassists Jon Benitez and Nat Reeves, drummers Damon Duewhite and Clarence Penn, and percussionists Daniel Moreno and Jeff Haynes. The arrangements are either by Aaron Graves or Bruce Barth.
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But the revelation is Laird Jackson, who, though relatively unknown, patiently took her time to make an album that she would be proud of, one that was simultaneously meaningful and creative, "Sure, it's a drag that I don't have major label support behind me, but it's cool." she says. " I have total control. A lot of singers give that up in exchange for compromising their music. I couldn't do that."
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As Laird sings in "Towards the Sun," "Never let your dreams fade." She didn't. Hers are shown in full technicolor on Touched. Here's hoping that Jackson's next outing will germinate quicker because she is one of a handful of young vocalists who promise to make a big jazz difference.
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By Dan Ouellette, contributing writer for Down Beat, Stereophile and the San Francisco Chronicle
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2. Take a Little Walk (Jackson)
Won’t you take a walk with me
Over to the bright side
There will be flowers and breezes
And birds to sing inside our minds
If you take a walk with me
And say bye-bye to gloomy.
And the blues that we see as the sky
Such a lovely canopy.
Well for the longest time
I tried so hard to find you.
Yes I know it’s been hard
Didn’t know where to turn
But now it's time to learn to fly
Sweetest good friend
There are no easy answers
But life is better you’ll find
If you take your hand in mine
And walk in sunshine.
Take a little walk with me
Life is better you’ll find
When you run by the sea
Take a little walk with me
And say bye-bye to gloomy.
And the blues that we feel will be the sky
Such a lovely canopy
For the longest time
Tried so hard to find you
And I know it’s been hard
Didn’t know where to turn
But now it's time to learn to fly
You are my friend and I know
There are no easy answers
But life is better you’ll find
If you take a little walk by the sea
Where the wind and the shore
Will free your mind ever more
Come on and take a little walk
In the park on west end avenue
Gonna make you feel all brand new
Take my hand and walk in the sunshine
1. Visions (Stevie Wonder)
People hand in hand
Have I lived to see the milk and honey land?
Where hate's a dream and love forever stands
Or is this a vision in my mind?
The law was never passed
But somehow all men feel they are truly free at last
Have we really gone this far through space and time
Or is this a vision in my mind?
I'm not one who make believes
I know that leaves are green
They only turn to brown when autumn comes around
I know just what I say
Today's not yesterday
And all things have an ending
But what I'd like to know
Is could a place like this exist so beautiful
Or do we have to find our wings and fly away
To the vision in our mind?
I'm not one who make believes
I know that leaves are green
They only change to brown when autumn comes around
I know just what I say
Today's not yesterday
And all things have an ending
But what I'd like to know
Is could a place like this exist so beautiful
Or do we have to take our wings and fly away
To the visions in our minds?
Joyful or breaking
We must keep on keep on
Keeping on Towards the sun
Keep on keeping on
Life is for living
Love is for giving
Hearts are for sharing
Joyful or breaking
Keep on Keep on towards the sun
Keep on never let your dreams fade
Keep on towards the sun
4. I Want to Spend the Night (Bill Withers)
I want to spend the night with you forever
Every time we wind up spending the night together
Do you ever feel it
I want to share my life with you forever
Every time we wind up sharing a night together
Do you ever feel it
When I stay away from you I never get to sleep
I try to hug my pillow and pretend that you're with me
But I can't feel a thing
When we are together it's right there for me to see
I can't keep looking at loneliness and try to call it freedom
Do you ever feel it
I want to spend the night with you, girl, forever
Every time we wind up spending the night together
Do you ever feel it
Do you ever want to spend the night
Do you ever want to spend the night
Do you ever want to spend the night
Do you ever want to spend the night
Do you ever want to spend the night
5. Tin Angel (Joni Mitchell)
Varnished weeds in window jars
Tarnished beads on tapestries
Kept in satin boxes are
Reflections of love's memories
Letters from across the seas
Roses dipped in sealing wax
Valentines and maple leaves
Tucked into a paperback
Guess I'll throw them all away
I found someone to love today
Dark with darker moods is he
Not a golden Prince who's come
Through columbines and wizardry
To talk of castles in the sun
Still I'll take a chance and see
I found someone to love today
There's a sorrow in his eyes
Like the angel made of tin
What will happen if I try
To place another heart in him
In a Bleecker Street cafe
I found someone to love today
I found someone to love today
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6. Consuela Mi (Jackson)
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Console me my love
My heart is burning with a sadness
I bare my soul and you vanish
And when you're near It’s in your arms
I long to linger
Let me go Console me
Console me my love
If you don't want me then please
leave me
I’ll learn to live without the magic of your song
And I will keep the memory of this dance so lovely
Let me go Consuela Mi
Tha twilight longs in sad lament to find a kiss
Remembering when you held me near
I've looked into your heart
We've shared each others souls
so although you go the stars speak of beauty to me
So ceaselessly for I am lost
console me my love
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The twilight longs in sad lament to find a kiss
Remembering when you held me near
I've looked into your heart
We've shared each others souls
So although you go the stars speak of beauty to me
So ceaselessly console me for I am lost
console me my love
​Only the moon and the sea and the stars
Speak your beauty to me
I am lost and lonely my love
Consuela mi. Que lindo mi amor
Mi corazon
I live for you I long for you
Que lindo mi amor
Consuela mi Console me
Consuela mi
I live by you I live by you
Que lindo mi amor
Console me my love
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7. Touched (Jackson)
Touched In my mind
Seems that I find
Can't forget you at all
In my dreams I recall
How you touched the many mornings
And our hearts opened wide
Touched my very being
My very life
Touched on the inside
You are touched in your mind
By a light that's so bright
That you can't see my loving eyes
Caressing you in the night
Above the still waters
A crescent that looms
Watching over your body
So I will live in the moon
Free now to up and wander
A promise torn asunder
Can't forget you at all
In my dreams I still recall
How you touched the many mornings
And our hearts opened wide
Touched my very being
My very life
Touched on the inside.
Touched
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8. Lonely House (Weill / Hughes)
At night when everything is quiet
The old house seems to breathe a sigh.
Sometimes I hear a neighbor snoring
Sometimes I hear a baby cry
Sometimes I hear a staircase creaking
Sometimes a distant telephone
Then the quiet settles down again.
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The house and I are all alone
Lonely house, lonely me!
Funny, with so many neighbors,
How lonely it can be!
Oh lonely street! Lonely town!
Funny, you can be so lonely
With all those folks around.
I guess there must be something
I don’t comprehend,
Sparrows have companions,
Even stray dogs find a friend.
The night for me is not romantic.
Unhook the stars and take them down,
I’m lonely in this lonely house,
In this lonely town.
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9. Yet Still (Jackson)
Yet Still I am warmed by the rain
That breaks the calm of the night with its sweet symphony
Yet still I am warmed by distant seas
That lull my heart towards that place of peaceful
And I do smile beneath the tears
Oh let me not forget the gift
Even when I'm down
Lord let me remember love
And the good things that I've found
Let me not take it for naught
Though I feel I might break in two
Lord let me remember love
And life and music and you
Let me not forget the gift
Even when I'm down
Lord let me reflect some love
And the good things that I've found
Let me not take it for naught
When I feel I might break in two
Let me remember life and love and music and you
Yet Still
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10. You Are Near (Jackson)
Sometimes when it’s quiet
I pretend not to hear
The sound of aloneness
The draft of a tear
How to face the autumn nights
So full of promise and candlelight
Lovers yearn for each other
And you are gone
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Street corner scenes
They get a little too crazy
A little too loud
And my heart tries to sing
Beneath the noise
Too much noise
Even now you appear
Like a sudden cloudburst
Your voice in the thunder
Your scent in the earth
Sometimes my heart reminds me
Those bittersweet memories
Like the wind off the river
They wrap themselves all around me
I feel your heart beating
Talking drum within my soul
Your music it keeps on playing
And just for a moment
Just for a moment
You are near, you are near
You are near
Like the sudden storm begins to howl
A little bit crazy a little bit loud
And it echoes my brain
Too much noise too much noise
Even now you appear
You are near and you are like the wind
Think I feel your heartbeat
You are near
Don't you know that I love you
I love you
Don't you know that still you are near
You are near
11. Catch the Wind (Donovan Leitch)
In the chilly hours and minutes
Of uncertainty, I want to be
In the warm hold of your love and mine
To feel you all around me
And to take your hand along the sand
Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind
When sundown pales the sky
I want to hide a while behind your smile
And everywhere I'd look your eyes I'd find
For me to love you now
Would be the sweetest thing 'twould make me sing
Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind
Di di di di, di di di di
Di di di di, di di di di
Di di di
When rain has hung the leaves with tears
I want you near to kill my fears
To help me to leave all my blues behind
For standin' in your heart
Is where I want to be and long to be
Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind
Ah, but I may as well try and catch the wind